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Sehari..seminggu..sebulan..dua bulan...tiga bulan... So, that's how I procrastinated since my last entry 26th May if not mistaken. Assalamualaikum wbt, firstly, sorry for not updating much since last Ramadhan. Especially, for those who always anticipating my updates (Una, Anis and might be Auni?). Busy as a part-timer can be an excuse here? Even so, every single time I wanted to come here, writing, I don't know. It's just not the same as writing and sharing my moments with you guys here, in IIUM. I could say it's not as exciting as usual. Well, I guess if the subjects ain't you guys, no fun then. Haaaa sweet tak? But...tak boleh lawan sweet Ieman kan? Yelah, dia kasi handwritten letter wehhh. Korang rasa apa kita rasa tak? Terharu + feel appreciated + unexpected. Of course, you guys did! I mean, how can she think to write us that heartfelt and credit writings about ourselves? She really knows us and realizes even tiny things about other people, us! For th

Assalamualaikum wbt readers, it's 27th May and I think I should update at least one entry. So, here I am writing without thinking lol. Before that, sorry for being too busy till me don't have much time to spend here and whenever I do, just the mood is not there. Eh, yelah kena ada mood lah tulis benda macam ni pun😝.Soooorrry! *** Maybe, we shall start with our very first Ramadhan topic? Yah, been through so many ups and downs (haa teringat sapa tu? but not her) these days, till us, reached the first night of Taraweeh. How fast time flies.. This 3rd semester teaches me that after a heartbreak there's always space for us to be better! Indeed, after the heart breaks into pieces, we think for a short while that no more hope for a better life, even been cheated on doesn't feel like this lol, perhaps? Well, will talk about this more in next entry as now is the topic of Ramadhan okay. Tbh, I am really excited and looking forward to this year Ramadhan as mostly we will b

Assalamualaikum wbt  Yuhuu, missing my entries? Alah, mengaku jelah tak rugi pun. Okay, this week went smoothly.....? absolutely no! HAHAHA. Tapi kalau nak dibandingkan dengan Anis, Una dengan Ieman, saya dengan Auni boleh kata okaylah tak busy sangat sebab this week no presentation at all tapi ada apa gais? Ya, Midterms.  Lepas jawab ICL last Monday, semalam baru perasan saya jawab salah. Hmmm dihdih but it's all my own fault! Perasaan time tu dalam hati sedih+risau tapi tergelak sebab apa? sebab tak boleh ubah dah. hohoho padan muka!😛 Okaylah taknak cerita midterms nanti lagi sedih bila dikenang-kenang. Life is too short to stay in despair for too long, kan?  *** This week boleh kata minggu asyik nak keluar makan ja. Haa, tengoklah sorg Fatin sedang boros tapi belum menyesal lagi ni maybe hujung bulan ni kot. We wait and see. Hari selasa lah especially rasa nak beli macam-macam. Lepas boat noodle, dekat hospital jumpa sengkuang calit pulak. Fulllaaamakk! Gemuk sen

Assalamualaikum wbt and good evening everyoneee! Actually don't really know what to update here but upon request from Anis, I shall start by our very first day here in IIUM. So, reached mahallah to check in my room sweet room at 4pm lol. (Rasa mcm takyah cita kot). *** Okay, terus kepada online prereg moment bila semua nebess tunggu depan laptop sebab target nak add UNGS2050 tapi tulah tak berjaya pun even on time. Heyy saya tekan tepat pukul 10 tau still tak dapat! But the least we expect, the least dissappointed we will be. So, takdak lah sedih sangat sebab memang dah agak takdapat even dah put effort. Tapi saya berjaya add Islamic criminal sebab baru bukak section baru and yeay sama dengan korang! yuhuuuyuhhuuyuhuuu Lepas kelas esoknya, kita buat rombongan beserta UG01 dikepilkan bersama CRS yang hanya 17.5 Chr memberontak ke IRK Department. Lol memberontak ke? Mana ada kita pergi submit form tu elok-elok je kan... tapi tulah kita jadi frust sikit sebab apa gais? ya se

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Today as I was watching malay telemovie kot, some lessons that I think I learnt and feel the needs to share it with you guys. First lesson, don't try to be the best but be sincere . At first I was like, what? If we don't try we wouldn't know then and to give a try in everything is not that bad. Nothing to lose, right? Also by tryna give our best the sincerity will eventually comes. Then, another statement makes me think again. Because if we try to be the best, we'll be more prone to pretend as we di dn't wanna show the bad sides of us and that lead to no sincerity. Anything we do, we just did it for the sake of others and nothing come out of that except tired of all those dramas we put. I think mostly will agree tacitly with that. Next lesson, try make yourself closer to Him, as that's the origin of the peace we need the most. That's the way we can calm ourselves, we can talk to Him beyond anything that we could share with others. We can stable our em

Assalamualaikum wbt eberibodeyh!! Finally freedom is ours, a short one huhu. Goodbye and annyeong first year, hoping can still survive to many more challenges, hardships and obstacles in our second year as Aikolians together! My second semester as a first year student is not so good and I think my cgpa gonna stuck there forever😐 but who cares? At least for now, enjoy our free time, our short break, relieve our stress completely and recover for next semester. Amidst all that, there are still few sweet memories and lessons we can learn for a betterment, become a better person and a better student! All that matter is never give up! Stress? Pray and eat, eat, sleep, sleep, eat. Huhuhu. See? We successfully completed our first year here. Everybody's home already. Keep on fighting till the end! Chill and move on cause life is too short to regret over something for too long. Have a nice day.